suddenly...PMR.PMR.PMR.become forgetful

this morning,pn.koay ask me for the SPBT things,do u print out for me..?teacher ask me..i m still blur in the morning...oppsss...sorry teacher,i tell her i no go back home so cnt printed it..teacher say ntg...actually i m forgot..!sunday i on9 whole the afternoon,but forgot about it too..when it star,i become so forgotful
EVERY DAY need wait for the primary student ,back home nearly 2.00p.m....so sleepy..just now finish my homework alr,sleep about 3 hours..wake up about 6.00p.m...finish dinner watch movie....yeah!!!
HONESTLY,i duno what i m doing nows adays...
BLUR~~~~~~
Every day go back home watch movie..play...sleep...no do any revision..my brain are sosososososo unuseful...
PMR...i have sososo many refrence book to study...
1)SCIENCE
2)SEJARAH
3)GEOGRAFI
4)MATH
5)BC
6)BM
7)BI
8)KH
the all subject i list above no 1 i have study or touch the refrence book at all since last year ...
should a PMR student behave like this..???
i m very lazy ..i dun like to study..
i have no tujuan to study all the subject for PMR...for my future?for myself???for my family..???NO...I HAVE NO STUDY BUT I M SO PRESURE..